Showing posts with label 7 months. Show all posts
Showing posts with label 7 months. Show all posts

Wednesday, 28 September 2011

7 months Accutane - Men sucking.

Things are pretty uneventful around my life right now. Which is nice.

The Douche has ceased with the text messaging for the time being.
The roommate is working out.....

Life has just gone back to normal. For a bit there, it was very social. Lots of eating out, and spending money. Fortunately, it was on stuff I "needed" not want. I had some control. But now I'm broke. lol

Accutane is still kicking my ass. I started up Yoga again, and after 3 classes had to quit again. I was feeling okay, but have done something to my shoulders and neck, which has landed me back in physio. :( Being fragile with bone density while on accutane is sad. I know what 80 yr little ladies must feel like. It's emotional to feel okay, then move and feel like bones could break.

I have a follow up in two week with my dermatologist, and I'm really hoping she calls it a day. I want to be off this drug. I can stop at any time,(no one is holding a gun to my head) though I really want to be past the point of the acne going back to the way it was.

I think I am. Maybe one.more.month, but that is it. Not sure my body can take more. Once I'm off it, I'll be upping the calcium again. I'm still taking it, however not every meal and I forget. So really, I'm taking it once a day instead of the recommended 3 times day. I've already broke the two rules I must abide by. Sans sex and alcohol. Both of which I've had in the last two weeks. I'm done. I'm so ready to be off this drug.

Minor drama. Nothing life altering.

....Another male friend who has a live in g/f has been moping cos I won't sleep with him. Wtf? Dude you're in a committed relationship. That means, no sexting, no inappropriate conversations, no rehashing the past affairs we've had when we were both single. It's all cheating.

Well. That wasn't received well at all. I was met with a text message full of mean words, pouting and minor name calling. Can it even be minor if you're trying to belittle someone for having morals and trying to stay consistent?

Until this moment, I liked this guy. He was fun, always up for anything. Now, I'm afraid, I have to say goodbye if he can't respect my decision.  What he does with his relationship is his business. Don't turn into a bitch when I decline to be part of it. I've have enough male bitches in my life, I do not need another one thanks. Just got rid of the last one.

I asked him as nicely as I could to stop acting like a little girl. And if he didn't like or respect my decision to not be part of an affair with him, then we might have to rethink where we stand as friends.  "Whatever", was his only response. I've kept the msg's for reasons to protect myself at the moment.

Should he choose to be a bigger douche about it, I'll contact the g/f directly,(we have a few mutual friends) and kindly let her know how I'm being propositioned by her b/f of 4 years... I would hate to go that route. I'm trying to live by the whole "do unto others" etc.. cos I know I'd want someone to respect the sisterhood enough to tell me my man is a cheating whore. Gawd knows it didn't happen in the past. But that's a story for another time, that really, doesn't need to be rehashed. Moving forward. I still know where/when/how to pick my battles. That's never been an issue.

So that my stalkers, is the only little drama I have at the moment. I say little, cos I refuse to humour this conversation more than just writing it here.

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