Me Time

Weight loss sucks uber donkey ass!
I've cut out sugar, salt, pop, etc... there is nothing processed in my house, and I gained 6 lbs?!!! UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHUGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I haven't started swimming yet, as I'm nauseated from a dozen bites (spiders?) over my body.. I don't do well when bitten that many times. bah.

I have been productive in other ways. I've painted the kitchen in 3 hours. Cleaned out my storage unit. Got my finances in order, and did my expenses for the next 6 months. I'm on track.

I got a good look in the mirror the other day, I noticed I'm that really unattractive overweight. I wasn't before.. Now, I have no neck! Or at least it seems that way. The roommate who would normally jump on a chance to insult me, has disagreed, saying I am being hard on my image, however I DO need to lose weight.  He's helping in a positive and supportive way... without losing his cool. yes, same roommate!

I'm not dating. I'm not trying to date. As much as I do love myself, I'm not loving the way I look. That matters. It does. I do not care who says its not the cover of the book etc.. I'm sorry, but I do not want to see myself naked, I don't imagine others will either.

Nothing else much is going on. Work. Gym. Friends. Me. Me. ME!