Feeling Good.

I feel like I've had a mini holiday. Might have something to do with the sun letting us know it still exists.

I'm feeling so much better now that Crazy C is out of the picture. I hadn't realized just how much of a funk I've been in, being bogged down with this consuming me for so long. Although I've been warned that this is likely far from over.   How does one switch from panicking for 3 days (I cant find you) to I don't need you?

At first I was okay with the option to hang out with her from time to time, just scale it back.. but now she's done with me and it feels-so-much-better.

But let's rejoice in the mean time, shall we! :-D

I did however talk to the ex, Mr Douchebag. It was a weak moment in my new found happiness to allow him to come over. Before you get all uppity at me, nothing happened. :) We sat on the patio (cold and sunny) with a beer, and although I did lean on his shoulder with his arm around me, it was friendly, not sexual. It was peaceful.  There was small talk, a beer, the lean/hug and then he was gone 30 mins later. That totally hit the spot.  It was just what I needed.  It never ceases to amaze me that he still knows exactly when to call. Whether it be emotional turmoil or bliss I'm feeling, he calls.  Guess we're still connected even though we're no longer together and never will be again.

It's a new dawn.
It's a new day.
It's a new life For me.
And I'm feeling good.